Month - June
Time - night
Place, the beach
Stretching along and into the sea
Dark
Blanketing darkness
Wrapped round
Opening through
Pearled net of starlight
“What am I doing?”
Tearing question
Screaming every cell in my body
“Who am I being?”
Driving me
Like a cosmic hammer
Into the pain of seeing
The reality of my block-headed arrogance
Dressed in the cloth of a cocky 30-year old
A spiritual know-it-all
Fungus-minded flabbergasting fool
Bypassing the rhythm of Nature’s beauty
Gift of humiliation
Roar of tide on shore
Drowning in breaking wave of
the one rolling sound
Her heartbeat pounding me into the sand
Until I split open like a wooden stake
Mother!
The Mother!
Answer to my prayers!
There is more than just waking up
Knowing the Self
Praise be to all that is Holy!
I live now to worship and serve The Mother
Phewf!
At least that gives me some direction...